WORDS WRITTEN ABOUT YOU.

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FREE WEEZY!!!!

2 years ago

48 days.

Only 48 days until I can truely speak my mind and not have to worry about people judging my thoughts. I speak my mind and have too many thoughts always running through my mind. You get it, you get it all and I thank a greater power for you.

Things have been okay for once. I can breath and its a nice feeling. Of course there are still problems I can’t solve but I’ve given up on solving them. You can try your hardest, but that only gets you so far. I wish to take a nice long drive in a 66’ Chevy Impala with the top down listening to songs that only put you into deep thought. I need a long drive looking out the window to get all my thoughts straight. Oh, btw I truely do own a 66’ Chevy Impala. Its midnight blue with a white top and white leather seats.

‘I need to take a pill to make this town feel okay’- Fall Out Boy. It makes sense.

3 years ago

The only boy I will ever love; Nash Casey.

3 years ago

Everyday is the same joke

I wish I could have a nights sleep where I didn’t wake up tired or wake up period. I need sleep but my mind is running wild. So I listen to Midtown in the hopes my eyes will become too heavy to stay open. It wont happen, I’ll stare at the wall for pointless hours with a horrible headache. Welcome to my life. 65 days until Vanessa is back. I’ll focus on that and nothing else.

3 years ago

The tragedy of the human condition,

I don’t know what to say anymore. I have always been the person who wears their heart of their selves and I don’t know how to roll them up. Everything affects me and I can’t seem to find a perfect way to deal with everything. I try and act like it doesn’t bother me, but that never works. But now I am to the point where I am just angry. It is just a matter of minutes before I snap on someone because it is and will happen. I can’t stand the fact that person are acting CHILDISH, STUPID, and IMMATURE. People who are about to turn 18 in a couple of months act as if they are back in middle school. Grow up. I can’t stand when someone can’t tell you something to your face. People make mistakes and say things they shouldn’t but it worse when someone ignores you and doesn’t tell you what you did wrong. This is written to you. I’m so angry with even the thought of you. I can’t stand the sight of you and I hate how you act as if I’m invisible. You wont tell me what I did wrong and wont answer anything I ask. I’m not invisible and you know it. I fucking hate how because you aren’t talking to me, you are talking to the people who you talked badly about and act like you really like them. Stop faking. You may just be one of the fakest people I know and believe me; I’ve been around. I bet now you are talking about me just how you talked about everyone else. You most likely use low blows and think the worse about me. I don’t care anymore. I am never an angry person but you’ve brought out the worse. I don’t get how you can go from being best friends with someone for a couple of months to stop talking to them all together. I could care less if you burned in hell or not. I’m done with this stupid immuture shit, I really am. I can’t wait until everyone goes off to college or ad least so I wont have to see them. This all amazes me. I have never been an angry person, not this kind of angry. I can’t even talk to my friends I’m so angry. I sit there with my mouth shut trying not to blow up on someone. May 13th I may be able to breath again. I’m counting the days.

3 years ago

God damn,

I heard some of Travis McCoy’s solo work under T-Pain’s label and I’m blown the fuck away. That man always amazes. I can’t wait to hear it all.

3 years ago

I sit listening to Say Anything while watching SpongeBob and Dakota sits on the couch. Jennifer is staring at the kitchen computer and the only noise that fills the room is Say Anything and the tv. By the way, I’m not a Steelers fan; its just a hoodie.

3 years ago

Wow.

I’m not losing one, but three all at the same time. Fantasic.

3 years ago

Canon Rebel XSi 12.2 Megapixel Digital SLR Camera
You will be mine within the next week.

3 years ago

Baby Girl, I’m a blur.

I don’t know what it is about today, but friday January 30th has been a fantasic day. Always having comments from Vanessa all the way in GERMANY is always nice. I miss the hell out of her and late nights spent driving around in her car. Plus having someone say ‘Honestly you make me want to be a better photographer, cause when i see someones work and i KNOW its better than mine i’m like “OK how can i be better?” seriously everytime i see some of your stuff i get so excitedd :] I found a picture you took of me the other day when i was holding the sign with the question mark on it and it made me want to dust off my camera and get to work. ’ can always make me smile. I don’t try hard enough in my eyes, but not in others. Funny thing is, she makes me want to be a better photographer. If you knew us, you’d see we have many of the same dreams and same veiws. Vanessa is always listens to my 2AM photo idea and wacky ideas for life goals.

3 years ago